Need somewhere to begin

Hi this is duezuk chavenkov ...

This is the end of November ...

Desember is waiting...

2011 will gonna end so soon...

When i flashed back the memory, there were so many things happen in this year...

Jobs, Boyfriend, new friend, my friend's wedding, struggling with life, etc

Sometimes i wonder, there so much happened to me, but somewhere in my heart i feel empty...

am i being melancholy here? yes i am ...

I had a moment, moment that i will never forget for all my life.

H.I.M.

I couldn't forget it until now...

We are seperated for a thousand mile, and it will be much far away if i left this country, and i will.

Is this the sign, that i must forget and let go of him, or is this just a test from God about our love? but does our love is exist or it is just me who loved him so much till i could think clearly?

So many Question, but the answer remain unclear...

Why i should keep thinking about him day by day, it's make me sick and poorly...

I'm not even feel better removed him on my friend list ...

Can i start again? start with a new person to get some love, being loved by somebody.

Only time will tell ...

Hallowen Party

Hi this is Duezuk Chavenkov who's trying so hard not give up easily ...

It's too late to post a thing about hallowen, but i dont care babe...hahahahahaaaa

I was celebrate hallowen party at MNSJ Jakarta, it's a place where me and my friends studying hard to get on board, and i already finished it, HAPPY ...

I wish i were more little longer to stayed at MSNJ,the peoples were kindly and fun, we were struggling together, i will never forget it...

Here's some pic about my hallowen party :)

did i looked scary enough? hahahahaha :P

My Graduation :)

That's from me ...

"D"