About Tourism School

Hi this is Duezuk Chavenkov who's still have a time before she go to the institute...

Morning everyone ...

My coffee is ready, and that was a good thing started from today... hahhahahahaha...

Well, talking about my activity lately, i was take the diploma 1 for tourism. and most of people around me asking why, even my neighborhood gossiping about that, what an insane neighbor...
My father who is said yes but talked to me that i was bachelor degree decreasing my level to take the diploma still support me :) , he paid my school fee, and i promise to you dad, i will pay it when i get a job in Cruise line....
and my Mother who suggest me but like the others mother, she worried to much :) because my new institute is very far away from my home....

and i don't care what people said about me from being bachelor degree to diploma .... I'm on my way

And its not my fugitive because i didn't catch a job from being bachelor degree, like someone said to me, but i need to get out to this country... i need more money because i don't want to hear again peoples look down to my family or look down to my father or my mother , even it said from my other relatives, i really hate that...

Well, my teacher said that we are served peoples but we are not the servant ... Most of peoples in this world have a different perspective about the meaning of that, you know the issued of TKI or TKW , even though they just a housemaid, they still peoples who deserved liberty, treated well, etc.
I thought all job in this world is about served peoples, but the things that we must underlined is how to served well, how to served excellent...

I thought is not as easy as i saw in the book, it's really difficult.

and about the lesson, so far is going so smooth, but i still worried about my OJT .... hahahhahahahahaha.... it's a 'real' lesson...

So i will take the housekeeping department like my cousin suggest me , even though i must wash my face with the toilet water, or being an office boy, mopping the floor, cleaning the window, making bed, and the other task about cleanliness, i work on it... I'm couraging my self to not ashamed for being a house keeper ....

I typed a lot ... hahhahhahahahaha.....
but i still apply to Government Departments... its my parents mandate .. hahhahahhaahaha

xoxo

it's been long time

Song: Faith Hill
Title : There you'll be

Hi this is Duezuk Chavenkov who's been hiatus for a while ...

I'm back with so many thought...

It's just my 'Lebay' feeling or hormonal things struck on my mind, i really not into good mood. Why? you know, a lot of things happen to me. I'm in change but i don't even felt i take a step forward. There was something distract me, and i don't know how to get this 'things' out of my brain. Like my mother's sister said i need to go to the psychiatrist...
What i felt when someone suggest me to go to psychiatrist? mental deterioration
I felt that i'm not a normal person, keep asking to my self that maybe there are something wrong with my brain or my soul or something... and i'm freak out ....

Time will tell ... i just hope that i'm able to do a lot of things even though is not my competence...
Well, the urge to get marry as soon as possible has been veil to my thoughtfull brain, hahhahaha... my biology clock is ticking day by day....

Funny Huh? because right now i've been enjoy friendshiping with ' the young' ... i mirrored my 19's self hahahahaha.. it's not as bad as i thought for the first time i met them... maybe they are huge 'alayers' but everyone have a good and a bad side right???

The point is, I really have a plan, I'm not just boasting around or doing something useful ...
Believe me that I'm up to something... maybe peoples will looked to me with theirs one eye... but who's care ... I'm on my way though...

AND I NEED IMPROVE MY ABILITY IN OTHER LANGUAGE ....

That's for now...

P.S. i really love to listening Kenny G wonder why??? hahhahahahhahahahhahahah

xoxo