Selasa, 10 Januari 2012

H-7 :)

Hi this is duezuk chavenkov who's last night dreamed about exbf

Really dreaming about him makes my stomache hurt :(
It's meant that he just never disappeared from my aching soul...
Okay i already have my departure date and so much things that i must prepared *sighed*
And about VISA from another country...
My company asked me to get Visa from Australia ...
So Australia is really one of countries i must visited or docked hahahahahahaa..
I'm not yet done with Australia visa, i must prepared some photos and other documents...
But AUD is really close from INA other than USA right??? hahhahhaahh lucky
I do hope i could keep my life there, i knew so many things will happen to my life, A GOOD THINGS, AMEN

So that's from now
"D"

Rabu, 04 Januari 2012

Just a few words

Hi this is duezuk chavenkov


Waktu... Kita telah dipertemukan oleh waktu...
Gambaran dari sebuah pertemuan singkat namun membekas...
Bertahun-tahun lamanya perasaan itu singgah namun belum sirna...
Aku mengharapkan sebuah keajaiban, sebuah pertemuan kembali dengannya disuatu saat nanti...
Waktu, ia lah yang menentukan apakah jalur takdir kita akan sempat bertemu...
Memiliki banyak kesempatan, aku bisa saja mengejar tetapi apakah pantas???...
Merenung dan terus menjaga apa yang ada dihati, aku tak lagi berharap banyak, tak lagi meledak-ledak seperti dahulu...
Tapi secercah asa membuatku tetap bertahan...
Mungkin jalur kehidupan kita tidak memungkinkah untuk bertemu, tapi akan selalu ada kesempatan dan harapan yang terlukis disana...
Yang kuinginkan hanyalah jawaban atas semua hal yang menghantui tentangmu di kelokan nasibku...
"D"

Senin, 02 Januari 2012

My first blog in 2012

Hi this is duezuk chavenkov who said a happy new year to anyone here...

Well, well well, its a new day for us, a new year, a new plan, a new something, but not EVERTHING should new right?
Another year, another day, another business and activity will wait here, but we hope that the happiness and hope still floating with us...

my activity in this new year is searching for a dentist who available to do a minor surgery for my tooth :) its a good point though, i would never complain about that or whining around in the corner *sigh*

So, how's your new year activity? still the same or you guys do something new?

"D"


Rabu, 28 Desember 2011

Yay, I got it :)

Hi this is Duezuk Chavenkov who's so sleepy

Finally, they approved my visa :D...
Talking about USA embassy, its very very strict security but its for safety, i didn't complain
First i thought they will interview me with english,but no, it's indonesian hahahahahahahahaha
Sounded so funny when the american lady who were interviewed me with indonesian language but i answered it with english :D
So, i just waiting my depature date, but i think i need another visa from another country, guess what country? hohohohohoho i will tell you Sooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :)

Senin, 26 Desember 2011

H-2 for an interview USA visa

Hi this is duezuk chavenkov who's waiting and boom boom

GOD, 2 days more for USA visa interview, i hope everything will be fine and i can get my USA visa.


i'm very very nervous... i don't know what to do, i just really really nervous...


huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa >_< WISH ME LUCK

"d"

Minggu, 11 Desember 2011

Man from the Earth

Hi this is Duezuk Chavenkov who's wondering how long the rain will stop it's here


Man from The earth, i don't know why that tittle just come across my mind and suddenly i write this down..

Man, you know how much suffering i am from that creature?? A LOT
Seriously, i have a much problem with it...
Honestly, i'm the type of girl who's really easy to like a man. In every classes of my high school, or my collage mates, or in a work place. I'm such an easy person to fall with man. But there are a lot of heart broken, yeah most a guy i like is doesn't feel the same thing with me. HAH, such a pathetic i am. Whatever.
Even i had dumped a lot, i have a relationship with a man, and the last one is the hardest part of my lovey dovey life.
I'm single now, i enjoy my life, but something missing. I need a man... GOSH
What else should i write here, this blog sounded so miserable
Need to get out
Bye
"D"

Sabtu, 10 Desember 2011

Craps, did i really lost my friends?? Part 2

Hi this is Duezuk Chavenkov who's stalking everyone because she didn't have anything to do besides mourning her body weight :)

Hi i will write another part of my stupid blog yesterday...

First, i really want a notebook or netbook or whatever they called it, i need a new gadget, but i dont have money.... yeah :Stupid:
But, when i think close about it, it's just my selfish desire, want anything likes everyone else have, because i did want to looked cool, and its so stupidddddddd......
i'll write in bahasa... hahahahaha
Kalo dipikir2 gw itu suka pamer ya, semenjak ada social network, rasanya pengen banget nulis kita lagi melakukan sesuatu yang special, punya barang baru biar bisa terlihat modis atau apalah namanya... ckckckckckckck sungguh perilaku yang buruk....
Ah jadi out of topic hahhahahahahhaahaha
kebutuhan dan keinginan itu beda, kadang kita ngedepanin apa yang kita inginkan kan? ada di teori ekonomi mikro ,,, jyaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh
Back to topic ....
Apa kabar temen gw yang dulu2 pernah deket sama gw?
Semalem gw baru ketemuan ama temen kampus yang deket banget ama gw, ngobrol ngalor ngidul, makan ampe perut kenyang dan dibayarin pula, lucky bener ya sayahhh hahahhaahahahahaha...
Gw dan dia masih terus berhubungan, almost everyday donggggg... karena dia termasuk orang yang gak akan ninggalin gw loh, and i believe that... she's my preciousssssss :gollum mode on:
Barusan juga temen sma gw nelp, temen senasip sepenanggungan, my girlfriend banget deh, dia udah nikah, tapi ternyata nikah gak membatasi dia untuk terus berhubungan ama temen-temennya lohhhhh... My best girl friendbgt dehhhh
Semalem temen sma gw, temen yang sering ribut dan ngambek ama gw, dan gw juga sering ngambek ama dia, sms mau dateng kerumah hari ini, tapi gw tau dia lagi kerja, ya waiting aja ampe tuh mahluk nongol di pintu rumah gw,, hahahhahaahahaha My sexygirlfromhell
Semalem juga sekelompok temen sma gw pada ngetweet,kita biasa ngetweet yang aneh aneh hahahhahahahahaha, karena kita unik ,,, my genggong
Temen training saya yang masih pada sekolah komen-komenan di wall,,, hahahah saya seneng banget bergaul ama mereka, berasa masih sma terus gitu jadinya hahhahaahaha
Nah, kata temen gw yang suka ngamuk, karna kita berjodoh ama mereka jadi kita tetep terus temenan, jodoh kita panjang rupanya ampe akhir jaman hahahahahahahaha....
Walaupun beberapa temen gw udah pada ngilang, dan gw juga belom ngubungin mereka, tapi seperti kata Sirius Black
"orang-orang yang menyayangimu tidak sepenuhnya meninggalkanmu, mereka selalu ada dihati"
kira-kira begitu katanya :)
Ya,biarpun saya gak menghubungi secara langsung, tapi saya masih suka stalking kalian kok lewat jejaring social atau blog hahhahahahahhahahaah *stalking forever*
Temen-temen aku sayang kalian hahhahahhahahhahaha
Gw mungkin bukan temen yang baik ya, kadang suka nyebelin, i knew it, tapi apapun yang terjadi always be my side yaaa, karena ketakutan nomer 2 gw adalah gak punya temen :(
Thats for now
"D"