About Tourism School

Hi this is Duezuk Chavenkov who's still have a time before she go to the institute...

Morning everyone ...

My coffee is ready, and that was a good thing started from today... hahhahahahaha...

Well, talking about my activity lately, i was take the diploma 1 for tourism. and most of people around me asking why, even my neighborhood gossiping about that, what an insane neighbor...
My father who is said yes but talked to me that i was bachelor degree decreasing my level to take the diploma still support me :) , he paid my school fee, and i promise to you dad, i will pay it when i get a job in Cruise line....
and my Mother who suggest me but like the others mother, she worried to much :) because my new institute is very far away from my home....

and i don't care what people said about me from being bachelor degree to diploma .... I'm on my way

And its not my fugitive because i didn't catch a job from being bachelor degree, like someone said to me, but i need to get out to this country... i need more money because i don't want to hear again peoples look down to my family or look down to my father or my mother , even it said from my other relatives, i really hate that...

Well, my teacher said that we are served peoples but we are not the servant ... Most of peoples in this world have a different perspective about the meaning of that, you know the issued of TKI or TKW , even though they just a housemaid, they still peoples who deserved liberty, treated well, etc.
I thought all job in this world is about served peoples, but the things that we must underlined is how to served well, how to served excellent...

I thought is not as easy as i saw in the book, it's really difficult.

and about the lesson, so far is going so smooth, but i still worried about my OJT .... hahahhahahahahaha.... it's a 'real' lesson...

So i will take the housekeeping department like my cousin suggest me , even though i must wash my face with the toilet water, or being an office boy, mopping the floor, cleaning the window, making bed, and the other task about cleanliness, i work on it... I'm couraging my self to not ashamed for being a house keeper ....

I typed a lot ... hahhahhahahahaha.....
but i still apply to Government Departments... its my parents mandate .. hahhahahhaahaha

xoxo

it's been long time

Song: Faith Hill
Title : There you'll be

Hi this is Duezuk Chavenkov who's been hiatus for a while ...

I'm back with so many thought...

It's just my 'Lebay' feeling or hormonal things struck on my mind, i really not into good mood. Why? you know, a lot of things happen to me. I'm in change but i don't even felt i take a step forward. There was something distract me, and i don't know how to get this 'things' out of my brain. Like my mother's sister said i need to go to the psychiatrist...
What i felt when someone suggest me to go to psychiatrist? mental deterioration
I felt that i'm not a normal person, keep asking to my self that maybe there are something wrong with my brain or my soul or something... and i'm freak out ....

Time will tell ... i just hope that i'm able to do a lot of things even though is not my competence...
Well, the urge to get marry as soon as possible has been veil to my thoughtfull brain, hahhahaha... my biology clock is ticking day by day....

Funny Huh? because right now i've been enjoy friendshiping with ' the young' ... i mirrored my 19's self hahahahaha.. it's not as bad as i thought for the first time i met them... maybe they are huge 'alayers' but everyone have a good and a bad side right???

The point is, I really have a plan, I'm not just boasting around or doing something useful ...
Believe me that I'm up to something... maybe peoples will looked to me with theirs one eye... but who's care ... I'm on my way though...

AND I NEED IMPROVE MY ABILITY IN OTHER LANGUAGE ....

That's for now...

P.S. i really love to listening Kenny G wonder why??? hahhahahahhahahahhahahah

xoxo

Nothing....

My blood pressure two days ago was 100/70 ...... That was under normal...

Hi this is Duezuk Chavenkov who's felt so weak ....

Hemmm.... i'm still alive and not healthy as usually i am....


Bye

Ketakutan...

Hi ini adalah Duezuk Chavenkov yang merasa paranoid dan *kegeeran*
Ketakutan terbesar saia saat ini adalah ... hemmm apa ya ????? SENSOR

Semoga itu tidak terjadi... hiehhhhhhh... saia bukan pedofil.... bukan juga kegeeran, tapi pokoknya jangan sampai itu terjadi... SENSOR
Yah pokoknya saia adalah saia... dan mereka adalah mereka...

*ini curhatan paling konyol yang pernah saia tulis*

Hiehhhhhhh...

Hahahaahah aneh bener nih tulisan... gak mutu :(((

Untitled

Hi this is Duezuk Chavenkov who was read my best friend blog, and it felt so touching....

Yap... saia baru saja membaca blog salah satu sahabat saia, judulnya " Luapan yang ingin disampaikan..."
Seperti ada pedang tak kasat mata yang menikam jantung saia... saia sangat tersentak... kaget...
dan sekarang saia memikirkannya...

Saia mungkin adalah salah satu dari sekian ratus juta manusia yang meremehkan arti persahabatan itu sendiri, kalau tidak, saia tak mungkin merasa tersentak hingga ke ujung kaki seperti ini....
Saia sadar bahwa segala hal yang telah saia lakukan, tidak saia lakukan dengan sepenuh hati/ikhlas, dan itulah salah satu kelemahan saia... tidak melakukan sesuatu dengan total, terlalu paranoid, dan terlalu banyak berfikir positif...

Saia bisa berubah *meraung*

My Reboot and Bonamana Repacked

Annyonghaseo…
Hi this is Duezuk Chavenkov who’s listening Both CD on and on…

Finally My CD’s came…
Flumpool is sugoiiiiiiiiiiiii
Super Junior is gorgeous ….muahahhaha
So peoples, i’m off to listen my CD
Byeeeeeeee…..
What it is??? so short for a blog right???

Oke let’s peeking the inside of both CD

I’m too lazy to shoot the booklet (mianhamnida ) and i got a big poster from Bonamana Repacked and because i order the limited edition of Reboot flumpool I’ve got the DVD YAY (kazuki is totally narcissist, and is not like an usual band cd’s , its more like Primate documentary) muahahhahahahaa…

So, I’m proud to be their fans
Hwaitinggggggggggg

It has to be you :P

Hi this is Duezuk Chavenkov who's listening It has to be you by Yesung since forever...
I just want you to know that i'm still alive and healthy.... so bye bye
*what is this???* LOL...
Keep a healthy life and Hwaiting....
I'm off now....